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i'll hold the door please come in and just sit here for a while this is my way of telling you i need you in my life its so cold without your touch i've been dreaming way too much can we just turn this into reality cause i been thinking 'bout you lately maybe you can save me from this crazy world we live in i know we could happen cause you know that i've been feeling you storms try will come but i know that the sun will come again he's my friend and he says that we belong together and i'll sing a song to break the ice just a smile from you would suffice its not me being nice but this is real tonight cause i been thinking 'bout you lately maybe you can save me from this crazy world we live in i know we could happen cause you know that i've been feeling you

Monday, May 30, 2011

to you,

The End
by marvyn jason

letting go is the best decision i made,

regrets and past i shall forget,

moving on forgetting you but still ilyou,

promises can be forget but i will never forgive.

day by day by past and present,

today you make me feel like nonsense,

trying and hoping is the best i can,

like tears and effort pouring in the rain.

gosh i hope that this will end,

and will tomorrow be the same ?

whether if its right or wrong,

among all those things we do.

please give you comments, it took me real effort to think :D tq 

Saturday, May 28, 2011


WWWWOOOOSSSSSHHHHH !!!! a genie came out of a coca cola can :P

i said ''woo, coool a genie, now i can wish myself something i wanted'' :DD

well, for my first wish, i wanted to be like superman, by that i can help people ...

               my second wish is the world peace HOHO ...

                     my third wish is to ... hey wait ! what happen if im done with my three
                   wishes ??? what the ###########

errr ... just ask for 10 more wishes LOL . 

LOL, wow i can do that ? well, i wish that my wish are unlimited, cooool :DD

more wish more wish more wish more wish more wish more wish more wish  more wish more wish more wish more wish more wish more wish more wish  more wish more wish more wish more wish more wish more wish more wish more wish more wish more wish more wish more wish more wish more wish  more wish more wish more wish more wish more wish more wish more wish  UNTIL ...

one day ... a bill came and it it stated : WISH charges service, $20 per wish LOL :DDD   

with ♥, mj


The negative - oh today, 28th may i can still feel the pain running through all parts of my body, every time i woke up i realize that you're not there beside me, i tried to force myself to forget you, but i can't . it would be easy if i have no feeling, if im the one who has no heart, if im a bad person, I WOULD HAVE LEFT YOU HATE YOU TALK BAD ABOUT YOU BE CRUEL TO YOU BECOME YOUR ENEMY . but instead i walk away with full of shame, embarrassment, sadness, i know from the start that you cheat on me, how could you . i trusted you with all my heart, i even gave you a second chance . maybe its your style, but look at me, am i the one who deserve to be fool ? i not a toy, ..

if  for example you wanted to broke up with me, just say it ! not by doing hurtful things to me, i too have feeling, even a man still have feelings, i thought that day i take you back as mine, you'd change, but i can't feel you . the emptiness are shown, obviously ofcosse .

hey, do you have heart ? im sure you do, actually i understand that i cannot compete with 2 year or 4 years of relationship, actually i regret falling for you . damn, really am disappointed with what i've been choosing nowadays . you can at least tell me, tell the truth girl, be honest in yourself, especially me .

hoho, for now i have to get away from you, including your friends, i couldn't stand to look on your face, every time i see you, my heart goes pumping hard, really hard to breathe la, my body starts to cramp and feels weird and sick . and i hate when it happen . but ..

The positive - you are what you are, yeah i know that , you can be what ever you wanna be . i don't care anymore (i do care) when a person says that he/she hates you . they don't really mean them, the meant the opposite . You know me very well right ? im the kind of guy who cools down fast . the one thing i couldn't forget is LIE . i dislike liars . and i hate that i love you so much . At church i ask God to help me forgive you, i wanna be like God that can forgive and forget, i really need that super power :c

today 28th may i pray for you, all i hope is to get back as a friend with you and others, but .. as i said before it is really hard for me to look at you face . so if you realize what you did, i forgive you, but if your eyes have still not open, Oh, you really selfish . 

bha bha its not good to talk at people's back, that all, and i wish you the best :DD and for the record, ily :P

Friday, May 27, 2011


todak i got my new hair lo, hoho, so fun but at home kena marah marah lagi oleh daddy sya tau :c . but nevermind la, at least im a lil bit happy, hohoho .

ne saya :DD

at first i plan to go to cut hair with cyril, after that p jalan sma kawna satu lagi ne c max, but then lama plak buat rambut, jadi tnggu la, c max plak yang datang jumpa kami bha, huu . tp tidak apa la, asal dapat jumpa semua kn, setelah lama tidak berNAMPAK, HOHO . max, masih sma juga macam dulu, bagus la tu, gaya dia tidak makin teruk o sombong kn, hee, siok kenal sma dia tu, dia pandai bJENAKA,

oh ya kasih habis cerita dulu, LOL . lepas potong rambut, we all go to servay, just to borrow toilet, funny is it ? lepas tu kami p makan TERANG BULAN d KONG FAH tidak silap, cyril belanja, yeyy ^^

naa, baru la kami pulang ikut haluan masing2, cyril p bas lain, sya bas lain, and max bas lain huuuuuuuuuu, tp nnt sya ada gaji sya belanja kamu plak la aa, tp tidak janji, hee :P

do you know ?

do you know that im one of the Jonas Brothers Fan ? well, i am !!!

my sis,

cooooooooool :D

LOL, this is taken by me in my sis's room, tidak pandai ne dia bgambr, mau sya juga yang tolong, hoho, sya suruh dia tunduk, chin up, smile, LOL . at last, there some pictures looks awesome, thanks to technology :P err, to view hers, add her la bha :P cari sja d facebook sya, nama dia tidak mau sya kasih tau, cari sendiri (takut kamu kacau) LOL, jaga kamu aa :PPPPP


today i think im awesome, you you you don't judge me !


Bruno LOvers ?

hey Bruno, i love you style, it kinda look like mine LOL, i didn't see this act, i just copied them just now, HOHO wanna see mine ? naaaaaa,,,,,,,,,,,,

LOL, i forgot to wear the fedora, i'll wear them some other time okay ??? BRUNO MARS's name sound beautiful is it ? but PETER sound COOL too, ;DDDD

This fedora i meant, :DDD

hair hair hair,

naa, at last sya mau kasih masuk picture c justin bieber, naaaaa tu naaaaaa ******

ne rambut dia sja sya suka, sya bukan gay ne, hoho

soon, this will be my hair, COOL !

i like,

i like my theme loo, my background, oh ya, siapa tau fav colour sya ??? hoho, tngk profile sya pn kamu boleh tau bha k, mesti la putih kn, :DDD white is natural , white is calm, white is awesome, ^^

what do you think ?


Well im done editing cyril's HOHO . im so happy to see someone satisfied with what i have done, someone that appreciate what i gave, made and created :DD thank you cyril for that, i love you, LOL . Wanna see what i did ???? naa, jap aa, but ne tidak perfect ne, cuma buruk sikit sja, hoho .

this is just his profile jump start, LOL is that the right word, em, his anu la, his BIG BEGINNING C:

ne naa plak dia pnya background, tidak juga cantik sya buat tp asal ada la kn, i really like the word cyrilcircuslife, it makes me smile :DD

Bha, if you got anything to ask, or a favour to ask, just text me or, mail me, LOL, i can try my best to do it, i may be charging some extra effort to this, maybe 20ringgit per page, right ?? is that affordable ??? LOL, it doesn't matter, i need the money for my saving , hoho, so im an editor now, huuuuuuuuuuuu, weeeeeeeeeeee, naaaaaaaaaaa, hoooooooooooo , bhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :DDDDDD

Thursday, May 26, 2011

Do you think this is cute ? well i think so .. c:



for someone 

miss this,

i miss this plak c: ui, paling sya suka sma c anu, LOL . secret HOHO . siok macam mau terbang sja ne, tinggal tambah sayap sja, huu, but now have to wait patiently, waiting for her again . weeeeeeeeeeeeeee

kamu tau ka muka sya macam mana ? LOL ne la ne :DD

*tawau, sabah
*milo sejuk
*nasi goreng, ko no men, kuih donat
*coool person bha sya ne, kalau tidak percaya tnya lalat LOL
*working, naa, mau tau sya kerja mana ? hee, d PHT bha, tau ka tu tmpt ? hoho

Niel bha ne,

hey, did i mention that this is also my best friend, hee . well he is !! he's my buddy since i was in kindergarden, wow, we share lots and lots of memories back then .

here a little story of him . he's a shy person, but when you get to meet him, he's kinda sweet :D sometime i got mad at him and sometime he's irritating LOL, sorry i to say aa c: but im a cool person, i can calm down faster than the ice melts, hoho . tiada tipu ne,

em, we grew up together but on the first and second grade we're broke up for two year, by then he change, he kept silent loooo, don't know why o . maybe got proble, who knows, but what i know as his best friend, i know that he is shy ver extremely shy . just by looking at him you can know, hoho, now (present), he got PLKN, wow, im so proud of you bro, a best of luck there, hope you'll be a leader soon, be a good leader, be brave !! :DD 

err, hey guys what do you think if i got this hair style ? hey hey hey, i need your support yoo, LOL, i really like this, but is it ngam sma kepala sya ??? thats what im wondering, hoho .

at first mau buat rambut macam justin bieber, but, i know its buruk bha kn, lol, err, now i like justin's hair better now, because it looks mature already right ? ui, agree ???? huu, i think i have a hair crisis, hoho **** better lagi kalau ask my special one kn, but so sad shes not mine anymore, huuuuuuuuu . never mine i can ask cyril robert my best friend his oppinion heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :DDD


NAA, ne c cyril time rambut dia panjang, comel kn, hoho

cyril, sorry ya sya bungkar fb kau cari ne pictue sja, LOL, but cantik bha, tidak bida juga, sya lebih suka ne, eh, lain kali kau kasih panjang rambut kau aa kasih dye hijau, LOL

My feelings,

Any girl would be lucky to have me, i think = =' yeah, on second thought im sure ! em, for now i still confused and feel dumb, huu . at first i felt sad, but now im feeling hurt like muka kena gusuk kertas pasir LOL . maybe i should have listen to my sister that her face looks like penipu but i never thought of that, i never hate her during our relationship, huu because i love her with all my heart . oh speaking of my heart, give me back my heart lol . hee, just kiddin', never mind just throw it somewhere some place someone to take, someone who can appreciate them, c: peace peace peace :DD



after the next day, waa, ada sudah kau pnya bf aa, huu, beautiful lagi tu kn, naa sya tiada ne, tiada mau sya :P makan hati la sya, LOL . tidak bha, im okay but at least try to tell, not by telling through your actions, im not sure whether you care or not, but for me you 're not, :c

hey you,

wanna know what is my first impression on you ? err, i set in mind that you are the ONE . woo, cool isn't ?? but now i feel that you fool me, oh what a shame, double the stupidty . huu, but deep inside i still love you, kunun :c


That i can't say outloud but i can share secrectly, who ever did read this post have to keep quite, or just share secretly :D LOL . everytime i open facebook your face keep on pops out  ! thats what i hate . but now, i suddenly got no feelings towards anything, hoho . or i just got CRAZY, LOL @@ .

Still sad,

Huu, still thinking of you, yeah i've said it, and not because you GREAT . you sucks, :c

So sad :c

im single :c

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

My Best Friend

ui, ne plak cyril, LOL, hope you're not mad i put this here aa , peace :DD

Contact Lens

ne na muka sya kalau pakai contact lens, like barbie doll is it ? LOL

Just the way you are by Bruno Mars

Just the way you are – Bruno Mars

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Introducing me by Jonas Brothers

I'm, I'm good at wasting time
I think lyrics need to rhyme
And you're not asking
But I'm trying to grow a mustache

I eat cheese, but only on pizza, please
And sometimes on a homemade quesadilla
Otherwise it smells like feet to me
And I, I really like it when the moon looks like a toenail
And I love you when you say my name

If you wanna know
Here it goes
Gonna tell you this
The part of me that'll show if you're close
Gonna let you see everything
But remember that you asked for it
I'll try to do my best to impress
But it's easier to let you take a guess at the rest
But you wanna hear what lives in my brain
My heart, will you ask for it, for your perusing?
At times confusing, slightly amusing
Introducing me

Doo doo, doo doo doo doo to
Doo doo, doo doo doo doo to
La la la la
La la la la la la la la, da

I never trust a dog to watch my food
And I like to use to the word "dude"
As a noun, or an adverb, or an adjective
And I've never really been into cars
I like really cool guitars and superheroes
And checks with lots of zeros on 'em
I love the sound of violins
And making someone smile