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i'll hold the door please come in and just sit here for a while this is my way of telling you i need you in my life its so cold without your touch i've been dreaming way too much can we just turn this into reality cause i been thinking 'bout you lately maybe you can save me from this crazy world we live in i know we could happen cause you know that i've been feeling you storms try will come but i know that the sun will come again he's my friend and he says that we belong together and i'll sing a song to break the ice just a smile from you would suffice its not me being nice but this is real tonight cause i been thinking 'bout you lately maybe you can save me from this crazy world we live in i know we could happen cause you know that i've been feeling you

Monday, August 29, 2011

to readers

read only with magnifying glass

m to the o to the n to the d to the a to the y

heeeeeeeeeee, i feel good, hee, siok la hari ne dapatjumpa reine sebelm dia jalan p kk, hee, btw take care ya there, jangan nakal, err, early morning i went to town with cyril my bestie, went to servay to buy his work shoe, err i think thats all we bought, hee . then we went to eastern plaza, walk a lil while then when to meet flora, naaaaaaaaaaaaaa . lepak kejap, makan d food court sna, sedap tu sedap la, hee no other comment .. err, later that evening, nathanil came to fetch me to amanda's house . heee, just to meet reine  before leaving tawau, she said she left her hugging bear at home, so i bought her one, BOBO the name, hee ......................... then lepak kejap d rumah, buat air minum, heeeee . oh ya, lupa plak, ada anjing c manda, waaaaaaaaaaaa so cute, i like bha ...............

tiba tiba dia lari keluar, waaaaa, sya p la kejar ne sana cne, dia p kejar lagi anjing lain, eeee cari gaduh bha, err, then dia p masuk rumah orang. p cari gaduh sma ne satu anjing lagi, waa, tkejut sya o, nasib satu anty ne tolong ysa o, dia kasih sya ne tali untuk sya tarik c ringo, heeee . comel bha dia, dia tidak juga gigit sya ... i like that kind of dog, waaaaaaaaaa . . errr

then p taman permainan lagi, pnya siok, dapat p ambil angin buang angin sna ,heeee tidak apa la kalau setakat duduk duduk bergambar sja, hee, i like bha, really made my day la today, but bobo tidak ikut o, merajuk sudah dia d rumah tu, alala, hee

bha till then bye :3


yesterday, waa i waited for her since morning, rupanya, jm3pm bru datang, so i couldn't jalan jalan lepak lepak dating dating .. naa, tp dorang dapat makan d cafe@seven heeee . sioknya kn, but nevermind, hee . at least i did gave her pink hairclip . so cute bha, eeeehhhhh salah, so comel bha if she wore them heeeeeeeeeeeeee . i like it even more, thank you God now i have the reason to love and forget my past . i really got the feeling to love again, to fall in love again, with reine :3 huuuuuuuuuuuuuuu, 

saturdays :D

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, siok bha jalan sma reine last saturday, hee . i feel happy bha, lepak with her at out lepak place. naa, cuci kuku kami, hee . p erase her nail colour, err, then we went to jalan jalan together .. just to release her tension, huu . so sad bha, i worried sick for her .. yeah .. err, then before we went to church together at holy trinity. hee . alim kn, naa . sya bawa dia makan kinder bueno at dewan sna, heeee sweet bha, naaaa  !!! after church balik la macam biasa, oh ya, sya lupa, we did bought ourself a couple t-shirt. hee, sioknya . but if she wears them it really fits, but when i wore them waaaaaaaaaaa, too tight bha, so i actually the M size, heeee . 

friday night.

i got drunk and dizzy drinking, hadooii !! i just feel wanna try something new that i haven't tried yet, so thats the first and the last i'll be drinking.. heeeeee, i really hate that drinking stuff, i dislike them, but i just suddenly wanna drink, so lucu la . err, the truth about that night is i pulled this girl's hand without realizing it !!! waaaaaaa, hahahahaha, what am i doing ??? bha bha

Friday, August 26, 2011


awwww, everytime i listen o this song ineed a girl by taeyang i wish i had a girl like this ...

who sounds cute
who act awesome (like me.. lol)
who cares for me
who make me feel energetic
whos loyalty
cute and good looking
i demand a cute lips hee

Thursday, August 25, 2011

smile bha

s m i l e ee

huu, buruk muka sya ^^

with you

r o m a n c e

hee, it was sunday and we were sitting together on sunday mass . i was really excited but you wouldn't understand what i felt . then after i told her, woww, maluu bha sya tu, heeeeeeeee

i wish

i just want you to be happy,
but i wish that you can be happy with me c:

thank you

hi, dear blog, i was very happy yesterday that my day was perfect . thank you God for making my day . i woke up yesterday feeling the same but it doesn't matter, its 24 of august and tomorrow is the pay day, that is today !! wow, im excited !!

then yesterday theres this guest come and treat me some outside food loo, soo coool !! shes ms chloe ^^ ... heeeeee . my friend at work share them with me, heee . so best la, then i went home like nothing happened, no plans , hoho . burukkn . naaa

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

with you


i wanna go out tomorrow,

tomorrow c darrelene ajak sya keluar p outing, waaaaaaa . sya mau bha, tp belum gaji macam mana mau keluar kn, huuuu . so sad bha . actually i really wanna go out with you . hee . 

pay day

yeyy, my pay day will be out soon, in 25 of august . heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

 everybody weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


Tuesday, August 23, 2011



we dance the so close song that sunday and it was awkward, lol, but i just don't feel it, huu . but thank you for spilling out to me the truth, i really am loving the truth rather than keeping it againts you, i promise to never pour it out of my mouth, really am thankful :D


t a k e n  f r o m f a c e b o o k 

the moment i posted this, i began to love, hee

lucu lucu bha kau ne

Monday, August 22, 2011

Saturday, August 20, 2011

the glee project

the sarturdays :D

today i feel like not doing anything ...
i just wanna lay in my bed ...

todays my day off ...
but i just don't feel it ...

hohohohohohohoho ...

Thursday, August 18, 2011

seriously !

im still single
and never be available
no one has taken my heart, yet !



thank you,

thank you dear bloggers
for being here with me
to share whatever i have to say .
you're the one who accept me
in sickness and in bad,
in difficult and in hardship .

the fact,

err, i really am trying to be honest . no matter what, i'll tell the truth someday sometime anyway . what i am is what i am. you can't change me the way i am . but if you're that strong and brave enough to change me, well, go on . try your best . the fact is i am ''lanjik''. seriously bha :P haiya, i confess to the public already, haha .. hope that no one reads it HAHA . i want to avoid girls at this moment, not because im gay ! i trying to be patient and be cool in my situation . girls, please understand me . okay, im not making such excuses, such lame reasons not to be with you . be real and accept the fact . no offence okay . this post is just for my defense . don't be angry bird reading this post okay ? promise me ? till then, regards ...

thursday update

hi, happy thursday my fellow bloggers, i wish you a cheerful day till the end of time . have a blessed seconds with your family and friends, boy and girl, ladies and gentlemans, grandpa and grandma HEE . anyway just got back from work and feeling really tired o, huu

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

meet flora,

                             m a r v y n              c y r i l

hey, finally got to update her in my blog . hee shes flora loong my new friend, i knew her from eastern plaza shop, hee . cyril and i went to this shop one day, and i started to dance with those amazing music, then cyril wondering what was i doing, hey stop that .HAHA ! then flora started to approached us and ask us whats up . so cyril is the one who talk a lot, woww, i was like ... cooool, he is energize bha, hee . shes cute by the way . cyril awesome man ^^

err, skype

d o m o meet d o m o

shes my skype friend, hee its nice to have a good chat with someone, sharing things, this and that, hee thank you :D

the class of 2009 & 2010


well lets see if i can remember
all those names in my my class
by looking at those pictures hee





each and everone of us got thier special characteristic, so be thankfull to be yourself, be happy in who you are and who you will be . express your inner self . 



i really wish that we can do this one day,
tonight ya, please promise, im desperate,
heeeeeeeeeeeeeee, lucunya, hee
but really im not kidding :D

w e d n e s d a y


im still a bruno lover , do you ? NOOO ! don't be scared to be call gay for loving a male artist, because you're being who you are, he's you idol and you're awesome !

there another male artist
i would like to share with the bloggers,
well, i give you a hint, he a vampire, LOL 


have you watch twilight ? yeah he is the one that bites anyone who disturb bella

err theres another . hee
but sssshhh dont tell anyone,
but i just love the hair
hee, not gay guys - -'


Tuesday, August 16, 2011

till then,

happy blogging

gaining weight !

i wanna gain
more weight
this month,
and the next
month and
followed by
the next, hee .
forever FIT !


hi there, do you have hair issue ?
well i have a solution ! well, whether you want it or not, your hairs gotta go, lol,
cut it all the way through ..
make your hair satisfy by letting them go .
do not make your hair miserable by torturing them ..
support hairless people by donating to them,

skype fried :D

when im online naa shes the one who accompany me while online, okay juga la ada teman kn, dari tiada .  hee oh yeah did i mention that shes my neighbor ? well she is, only the next block in the next road . hee . at the same time im listening to few music, korean music in youtube, hee, my blog playlist also has been a great company to me :D

i need a girl by teayang

"i love girls, girl i do adore"

hi bloggers

hoho, nice to meet you bloggers again since the last two days . i miss to post all those silly things on blog, hee . bha then let it begin !!!


naa, this falls on the 12 of August . Sungkai aka buka puasa with my front office friends at promenade hotel tawau . this happened to be the picture of my friends in blue, hoho . 

i love you

i love you to start with, HI !

Saturday, August 13, 2011


"a person that loves you, keep them! because you won't find another like them!"


"i love my computer because my friends lives in it -lol"


Boy : hey!
Girl : hi !
Boy : do you like anyone ?
Girl : yeah
Boy : who ?!
Girl : some guy that acts like i don't exist when we're in public
Boy : HA! what a loser, tell me who he is and i'll beat him up
Girl : Okay , go ahead and beat yourself up 


"today is the day i will make you mine, woe you around like nothing is possible, forget our past and let go on, from the start till the end just think about me"


"i want to be with you till the end of my breath, make me yours and i'll do the same, what i say is not only real but also the truth"


"bithday wish to you - dear rara liey, im sorry but i should confess to you one day, okay, sweetest 17 to you  :3"


"i hope that you'll find the reason to smile"


"i want to understand love"


''may the smile on your face comes straight from your heart''


no comment

this saturday

ohh, haiya, i suppose to be doing the reading today at church ! huhh, thank God i didn't forget . okay start to practice dear you ! common common, hohohohoho . 


this would be my stupid face when im in dumb mood - -

suddenly wanna update what been happening this few days, so to start with the last saturday i went out with my special one, my special one last night would be the last . i think . im stupid in relationships, i guess im still not used to it yet since my last breakup !!!

oh what a jerk i am ! but im still a good person if you can change me, trust me that . haiya, too late la, too late, hoho . merepek ! then i would like to apologize once again for what i've said .

toward the last days i am making others miserable . my mistake and my mind have making me crazy 

Friday, August 12, 2011

new dp hee

kissing mood hoho


i love this picture bha, its like the one in video clip, so called like a video music cover, hee, its so cute and suit you bha cyril hee

next time i will take a better shot of you ya cril, and a better camera, hee, aaaaaaaand a better editorrr :DD

hi, i would like to promote to you guys me friend , my very best friend, hee . CYRIL

bha add facebook dia aa

and follow his blog will you ?

buka puasa a k a sungkai

after my morning shift i get to buka puasa with my front office friends, hee, what a great day to celebrate, i feel so very happy, thank you :D oh yeah by the way, cyril and i bought some kuih makmur for some potluck, but then it started be missing, lol, rupanya ada orang tapau awal awal, - - hahahaha . 

then i went home , take my bath , and went online, waa, suddenly i have the mood to update my blog, so I DID ! yeyy ! so my story for today would be ... in the morning i woke up and got ready to work, ohhhhhhh, i know that today would be very busyy at work . so i came prepared !!! 

at work start from 7 in the morning, theres a lot of guests from the raja muda perlis group check out at the same time, so i help some of them to check out, hee . but before i open the cashier, waaaaaaaaa, so i count one by one, huu, got some miscalcute this and that, then at last, I D I D I T ! hee, so i open my cashier at 8am i think err im not sure about that

bha, next . i actually got a crush on this new staff but then im not convince that i can get her, but in the mean time, be cool :D hahaha . anyway i got no feeling in love story right now, i hope that there this one girl that can melt me down and make me alive in relationship again, please, hee :3

bha, i think thats all, lol, have a nice day bloggers,

cyril made this


err, i got this pictue in cyril's profile, cool picture brother, hee . but my nose looks bigger and kembang LOL i wish to be skyping with my beloved someday hee

Friday, August 5, 2011

so close by jon maclaughlin

You're in my arms
And all the world is calm The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I want is to hold you
So close
So close to reaching that famous happy ending
Almost believing this one's not pretend
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far, we are, so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy ending
Almost believing this one's not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

its friday

hi there dear bloggers :D

Thursday, August 4, 2011

pinky swear

i think that pinky swear are cute . yeah ! i'd said it :P

as i said before ''A relationship doesnt need any promises, terms or conditions. Its just need two wonderful people,one who can trust and one who can understand''

so think before you do pinky swear .

how my next kiss would be

believe me . this is what i am going to do to you . so whether you're scare or brave, just ready yourself . stay away from me if you're not the kissing type because i love kissing ! hee not the professional one la bha, hahahaha .

sekali lagi

i watch this movie last night and it was AWESOME the story starts when this sick man met a little girl . they have fun when playing together, even the little girl's mother forbid her to see that man again but she insist of meeting that man again, its like their fate la . haiya, im not good in telling story bha, haha . anyway, this little girl mother is actually had been married to the man . but they divorced . the man got sick and apparently got so called retarded . alaa ... hee ... bha malas mau cerita lagi p la tngk sendiri, hahaha

big apple ♥ donuts and coffee

"The Big Apple" is a nickname for New York City. It was first popularized in the 1920s by John J. Fitz Gerald, a sports writer for the New York Morning Telegraph. Its popularity since the 1970s is due to a promotional campaign by the New York Convention and Visitors Bureau, known now as NYC & Company.

we're the perfect two

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

Don't know if I could ever be Without you
'Cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause you're the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two
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You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages
You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as were together

Don't know if I could ever be
Without you 'cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

You know that I'll never doubt ya
And you know that I think about ya
And you know I can't live without ya
I love the way that you smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for u)
U take the both of us (of us)
And were the perfect two
Were the perfect two
Were the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two(yeah, yeah)

morning thusday

what a great morning to start with your day isn't it . well, i start my day with facebook, lol . just got home from working overnight bha me . so now updating my blog .....

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

my new background

hee, cute picture right, well i edit them and make it my display picture in my blog, making this makes me wanna update my display picture every month or week . well, just gonna look for some few cool picuture, but if i can look for picutre with me in it that would be awe ... wait for it ... still wait for it ... some !!

read with your eyes close

why suddenly i feel that im fo desperate for wanting a girlfriend ? is it because that i miss hugs and kisses so damn much ? well, as a matter of fact, i am missing them so much . actually i miss having soul mate to talk to when i am sad , to hug when i am tired , to kiss when i feel needed, to hold hand when i feel scare . having soul mate can be really annoying yes i know that but its all parts of the challenges in love relationship . wow, i am saying this with my own words, cool :D im awesome by the way ! hey im not mad in sex . yeah im not but just i know how to control . i am in control bha neehhh. for all those who think that im that jerk, back off, im innocent , hee . but then i feel that the other day, this girls dont want to go out with me because scare of me doing this crazy stuff, hey i love you too much and respect you bha . haiya merepek merepek merepek . huu

wednesday the 3rd

morning . last night i went to work at 10.30pm, so i changed to my uniform . then, i use some hair wax, well sucks right - - at 11pm i started to do my work , first the departure and the arrivals . departure only 20++ forgot already, hee . and the arrival all together is 28 including our General Manager ...

next, i wonder around feeling very boring ... so i tried to call someone with my phone ... but still boring no answer . hm ... so i went up to cafe @ seven to eat something . coco crunch is a must ! haha i ate coco crunh every single day i work overnight . err, after that i hang out a little while with my cafe friends, after that i went down to the lobby together with some mihun plus potato for my boss, hee . oh ya, some milk too :D

err, its 3am now and i have nothing to do . so i watched movies . err, 127 hours and the green lantern, then i sleep ! later at 6am my boss wake me up, so i started to do some work again that is making the guest folio, i printed them one by one . next i counted the guest key cards, so i finished at 6.30am now . 

now is the time i get bored again - -" waa, waiting for the next shift . finally one had arrived, but still doing her make-up at the back office. bha, 7am already, i checked out 2 rooms so far . both are tourist . naa, changed shift sudah ne . i went to back office to hang around a little while . then i changed my uniform . 

i thought that its too early to go home, so i hang around at town looking for an open shops . but fews of them still not open yet, so i went home . i took the bus home c: done, too lazy to type more, lol !

Tuesday, August 2, 2011


i dont want to look like im so desperate to wanting you . 

dear you,

you, hee

hi :D

this is the second day of fasting and its my second day of working overnight - -z yesterday sahur make me full, really full, thank you :D its really lucky to work overnight bha, hee .