there you are

its been a long time since we met, so we finally met up yesterday. frankly i miss you like for real. i miss how your laugh like that, the cute one. aww, thank you for not ignoring me. love you ♥

p/s : God bless her and her family,

a thousand years

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday
waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty I know she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath,
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday

Waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid,
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

this is some of the cartoon i made at the back office on the 02 february 2012, hee. but what i am not satisfy if the background on the image, i could think of any background that is suitable for the cartoon. anyway, i was thinking of someone before drawing them. then it came to my thought of drawing my figure carrying her. but made some changes in it, well, you know, just like me me fantasy world, hee. very childish thing to think right, but who cares, i'm doing it anyway. hee, first i start off with the leg. the female's leg, then down to her toes and up to her body.. i took a while doing this part..


then i place the male's finger the the girl's body and also her leg. carefully not to ruin the other part of the body. haha, i feel the fun of doing it besides love ^^.. after the hand of the girl is done, i move on to the head, woww! this is the hardest one, i could think of how the face would look like if i do this and do that, hee, so i leaved them empty for a while, next, i go the the boy's leg with his shoe. the body with superman's logo.. soory but some of the details doesn't look that nice because the marker pen are making nonsence!! its okay i find my way eventually.. now a closer look at the couple. hee.. see the boy's face? i like it, its like my own figure. hahahaha, perasan!


if you notice this picture, you'll see that this picture looks similar like the one i have recently had with reine. hee, hee, so happy and shock at the same time bha.. then i look back at the picture again, woow! it surely look alike. the hand, the laugh, the feeling, huu, so great when i thought of it again, hoho.

13 days and counting

for this year's coming valentine i know i'm gonna be single. but still waiting for my true love to come, and also my longest and biggest crush ever, reine. whatever it is, i'm going to do something for her, that is- #1 make her a CD that contain a song of me singing my favorite cover songs. maybe some of her fav song too, hee. i did asked from cyril's help because he did make one before, so i'm asking for his help if he knows how to make me one.

for now, i am trying to think of how to download those software and where can i get one, huu. or #2 i just ask help from the bridal studio on how to produce a CD for this coming valentine. #3 record a video of me saying whats on my mind to her. and sing some songs for her, that way she can see how i sing right in front of her, hee

what i'm doing for her is just my way of saying i love her that much, even if shes not mine, but i want to let her know that i love her as much as the sands at the beach, the stars in the sky, the water in the ocean, the air that i breathe.. much more that words could describe.

its the fun in doing it with love that matters here,

hope you would like it, 

and maybe someday you'd be mine c:

with love marvyn jason

today

otdoi! hee, yesterday bha ne, but count as today, its the first of wednesday and i went out with cyril to eryka's house and hang out there till 9pm.. then went for another dinner at kedai minum taman amber park, hee, makan "sup tarajun" the kadazan dusun punya slang.. bha, after that cyril and i kena hantar to hotel, i work at 11pm kn, so we reach the hotel at 10.45pm, hee, just in time for my work, at work, fauzi my staff friend from the hotel made me some of my overnight work, woww, so i don't have to do so much work tonight, hee, so happy, thanks to him..

then at after my work has done at around 1pm, i was thinking of drawing another cartoon at the back office whiteboard, haha. like the one i did update the past few days.. now im drawing superman, my idea is from the one i had with my crush. i carried her and took some pictures like the one on my previous post. hee.